That's a very good thing to worry about. I too would like to make my parents proud.

Hm...I tend to confront my fears rather than avoid them. One of my biggest fears is to be alone, but I make an effort to spend as much time with friends and family as possible and learn to be social.

I am also afraid of pregnancy and being a bad parent. But how am I to face my fears until I am ready to become pregnant? That's a few years away.

I am also afraid of going back to the hospital as a 5150. But I take my medications every day and see a T and psych regularly.