i am sorry for your friends. i understand that it is very hard to deal with the death of 2 friends.

i agree with your T, you WILL be happy, you need to find out the life style that makes you happy. to DO what maks you happy..what you really want, and dream about.

but i think "that is enough" is a statment that only you can make. but if she meant to except rea;lity-then-well as far as i know- it is the only way for happiness, the only way to MOVE ON.

but here you know it will take time to heal, don`t get me wrong i am not saying to you "move on" now! i am sorry it happened ot your friends and i hope you have more people around you to turn to.

hugs