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Old Jun 20, 2015, 09:34 AM
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Originally Posted by hopefulgirl View Post
Hi everyone,
I attended a psychotherapist a few months ago but I found it didn't help because I couldn't talk about what was wrong.I also attended a psychiatrist but couldn't talk to her either.I have been getting appointments for a psychiatrist but I keep cancelling them because I can't talk about it.I can't get better because I cant talk about my issues-mainly ptsd and self harm.I don't want medication cause I am scared of that.I don't know what to do?How can talking about something help if it's something you don't want to talk about and something you don't want to remember and want to forget.It doesn't make sense?
I too find it much easier to write than to talk. I also find it helpful because I am better able to prepare for the appointment. If I write it down I tend not to forget what I want to talk about.

I have figured this all out via experience. I used to get very mad at myself for forgetting or not being able to talk about things. I don't get mad anymore.

Also, my psychiatrist, who I see once a month is better able to see exactly how med changes have helped or hurt me. Rather than me trying to remember everything I experienced in the past month.
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