Tranquility, what he does to me physically and emotionally is not nearly as bad as the crap I go through with my family. I'm used to his randomness, simply because he has problems trusting people and interacting (like myself). Odd people attract each other. hehe.

If this was someone else, I'd ask if they were comfortable with this - if they were, I'd leave them alone. If it got worse, then I'd tell them they were in an abusive relationship. But since we're talking about me... I'd say that because I'm lousy at explaining myself that I portrayed him at being much meaner than he actually is. Never write anything when you're an emotional mess - I need to learn that.

thanks