Don't know why I'm doing this to myself. I feel drawn to him, because even when he very rarely hurts me or says something mean - the rest of the time, I've only been this close to another person once or twice before.

Maybe I'm making mountains out of molehills. I don't know if I just want to forget him though. That will hurt too much. (Pre-anticipating much pain as a result of his leaving...)

thanks Wants2Fly.