I can't figure out how to edit my original post but if you find this thread and get excited about the one I described in the OP you want to read the one titled "Read this Now if you are Bipolar" or here https://bipolarfirst.wordpress.com/2...u-are-bipolar/

because i posted a new one and I didn't want anybody to be excited about the badass mother****ers and thing and then be confused.

rambling anyway