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Old Jun 20, 2015, 12:57 PM
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Originally Posted by sidestepper View Post
I'm sorry

I don't think. She doesn't quite understand that when things get this overwhelming is not you in charge it's the illness. That's why a hospital is needed, to help you get back in charge. Maybe if you agree to go to the hospital ask your Pdoc to explain to you mother why this is important.
Thank you. She doesn't understand; you are absolutely right. She keeps telling me that I still am in control of my thoughts and that when something bad comes into mind; I can just think of something else. It makes me feel like, instead of being mentally ill,thar I am doing something wrong...especially pertaining to things like hospitalization.
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