Thank you for asking sweet heart. It is not going well at all. I had every intention of going out like I mentioned. But, unfortunately, instead, I am still in my pjs and listening to depressing music while my daughter sleeps and my son just runs around me (my oldest daughter went to work with my husband). I talked to my mother in law this morning to see if she could babysit because I actually planned to go out by myself but she couldn't. She asked me if I was doing better but before I could respond in truth, she had a rushed tone about her and insisted on her own that I was fine. So, I just agreed. That way, if I do have to go IP, she will think I am only being dramatic. Joy. I am trying hard not to cry; my eyes hurt and they are so tired.