Most important thing here though in terms of shutting out your mom's voice and putting a cover over that part while you are talking to your Pdoc or yourself really about the honest truth of how bad it is right now and going IP....

You are a mother. And our role as a mother becomes before our role as a daughter.

You are a mother first before everything else.

I know you would do anything for one of your babies....including make sure they will always have their mama.

Don't think about your mom in all this. Think about your babies. Take a pic of them t the Pdoc app as well as what you write to remind you why it has to happen.

Hugs friend