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Originally Posted by hankster
I am kind of shocked - i know, right? - that she was SOOOO available sooooo early in your work together. Its like the illusion of closeness it provided obscured the fact that a strong foundation was not being built. Now youre left with this shaky foundation which she refuses to acknowledge in any way. ??
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I think that's why I just can't seem to get past it. She was a dream in the beginning. She said she did those things to help gain my trust, and when she felt it was sufficient, she stopped offering those things. I told her it's funny that the very thing she did to earn my trust is what shattered it. If she'd have taken her time and done it the right way I wouldn't feel the way I do. She said she's never "been physical" like this with anyone else in over 20 years as a psychologist....I was sarcastic when I replied "then what made ME so special?" She said I was in a very dark place and feeling very alone. Well, I'm worse now than I was then, that's for sure.