I know I wont feel guilty about putting in my resume.. I'd feel guilty if I got a call back and refused to go without cancelling that interview like I did so much in the past, or feeling guilt for chickening out the last second with an interview, or not being able to phone someone back. I think i have social anxiety too because when I have to call someone back regarding jobs i go to panic mode.

I did do most of the homework, writting down stuff to build my self confidence was hard, i'm hoping my psychiarist can try and help me out with it, when i'm feeling like this its hard to think up postive things about myself.

Just can't seem to do it.

And when people constantly remind me what I don't have or haven't done yet it makes it harder to go out and do it...