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I'm so sorry if I just came across crass or insensitively. It wasn't about any of you. You know I love all of you. I just feel overwhelmed by something that should be a simple decision and I still feel like hurting myself. I do also rather believe that there is little benefit to the hospital. The last time I went, I felt the same when I left. Thank God I felt strongly about my deterrants. Now? I'm not so sure.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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