I don't know about seeing someone else. It is mainly the therapy part I am having trouble with. She is both my psychiatrist and therapist. I sometimes feel like she doesn't think I am working hard enough in therapy.

Example- I am feeling more hypo after my depression. I was talking to her about a guy I met and how I was feeling sexually attracted to him. She told me "I thought you were looking for a relationship?"

And I thought ,yes I am, but after feeling no sexual feelings for the last few months of depression, I am now thinking about sex finally.

So, I guess what I am saying is I feel differently when I am up. I am going to want to go out more, and drink more, etc. I am not out of control or manic.

I guess I feel like she is hyper vigilant about my mood changes.