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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
Hey Hun, I can feel for you because I do too at times. Right now, I can't be one person as much as I try. The others keep taking over.
So, what are you drinking? I'm slamming beers like I do every night trying to forget that I'm alive, waking up in the morning can be such a drag, but I do it anyways.  luv. |
What do you mean by that? Like, you have multi personality disorder (I know it's not called that now, DID I think?)?
I forgot the name of it. I'm 18 so I can't just go out and get what I want, unfortunately. I just drink whatever my mom has. I'm not a light weight, unfortunately, so trying to get drunk has been a bit of a chore. But fortunately, I managed to get heavily buzzed today. It felt good. I only feel like s--- for it because my mom's an alcoholic, and I never want/wanted to be like her. Drinking and smoking is such a nice "waiting game" for when I'm able to
Sorry for that. If you don't mind me asking; what drink currently has your attention?