This AP converts to an AD as it processes. I have no idea how strong this AD is and doubt it is very since it is safe with my MAOI which is unsafe with all other ADs. I'm not sure it's even marketed. So my hope is that I get a boost from it and then can increase the AD in a few more days. It's stimulating so if I'm knocked out by the med that will help. We'll see.

I hate this part. I never get over mania without this and so far it's mild which is unusual. I hope that means the AP is doing the antidepressant thing. I just want this episode to be done and a distant memory, one I won't forget easily.