So sorry you have to experience this. It sounds like your mind is playing tricks on you when in reality there is no voice and you are safe. Do you have any antipsychotics you can take? I find Zyprexa helps me when I experience psychotic symptoms. Please don't take the voice seriously. Do all you can to distract yourself and ignore the voice. Hang in there. You only have less than two days until you can see your pdoc and hopefully get some help with this. Hang in there!