Is your husband there? You need someone to help you to focus on reality. And it's so hard when you are alone. This may be time to get help. I know it is so scary and confusing. It's ok to focus on your music if that helps. But please try to stay strong and know that the woman is your brain being mean to you and that she isn't coming from anywhere else. Please know we are here for you. Post as much as you need to. I'll stay on here in case you need someone (and I'll be up for several more hours).

Please don't hesitate to go to the hospital tonight if this persists. I wrote in another post that I really wish I had gone to the hospital a while ago. When I started hearing voices would have been a good time.