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Old Jun 20, 2015, 10:13 PM
breakmystride breakmystride is offline
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Okay, maybe I'm being paranoid, but sometimes I feel like my roommate is deliberate trying to trigger me to relapse. She knows that I was at an anorexic weight a year and a half ago, she knows that I still struggle with body image issues, and it's pretty obvious that I've lost a lot of weight in the last couple months (my BMI has dropped back into the underweight category). But she is constantly telling me that I'm 'not allowed' to eat certain foods (even though she eats them herself) because they're unhealthy, sometimes even throwing away food I bought so I can't eat it, she tells me that I should work out more (I already go to the gym daily), and when I told her my Mom was worried about my weight, she told me that I should ignore her because I'm not really skinny.

I've had other issues with her being inconsiderate and controlling before, but right now I'm getting the feeling like she actually wants me to be sick, like she's getting fun out of watching me lose weight. I've been trying for months to move out so I can cut her out of my life, but I haven't been able to afford it. How can I address this without looking totally crazy?
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