I can't call someone in this condition. But yes; perhaps I will turn off my music for a while. What if it doesn't stop after I stop the music. How can I be certain it is a hallucination and not something else?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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