When I hit the liquor, it's never good. I just drink beer, lots of beer!

I only SH when I'm triggered, got an alter for that, but that's how it is.

Yes I am a multiple and there are others, but we generally try to be okay.

I've been through all that. It's just a pause button. I've paused till I was 35.

I so wish that I can so like start over knowing what I know now. It would be different. I was intoxicated from 18-35, then I kinda almost grew up to discover that life is kinda like almost over. So sad.

We live for ourselves not others. Once you get out and about, you'll realize that it's all about you. If you do well, others do well, life goes well. It's up to you.

I've finally figured that out. The body is 47.