from what i have determined i have me, the damaged me, but when i have to go to work there is a second me that comes out that really keeps it together and can handle anything. the minute we get in the car after work, the damaged me comes back again. we are coconscious and there are many others that jump out as needed, or as they want to i should say. maggie the overwhelmed suicidal girl, lucia the angry one, pirate pete the punisher, elenor the maternal soother.