I don't find death particularly frightening (unless it is from murder or something surprising like that) or repugnant but don't do too much thinking about it because I'm living. It is a little like religion to me, not wholly related to my life as I am living it now, day-by-day. I like CSI-type shows and have studied suicide (have a degree in sociology) but since we cannot really know what it is like or how it will be, etc. I don't see any point in thinking too much about it.