the main ones i currently or in recent years have encountered have been a very dark one. years ago, there was a similar one with a name, but this one feels different than that one. it caused a lot of self harm and suicidal stuff as well as a female teen one.

there used to be one like an angel, very peaceful. she stopped coming around though. not sure if she is still there or not. she made things feel safe though.

there are younger ones. not sure how many though. i only know of them here and there. they are the ones who are afraid and cannot understand certain things about the current life so to speak. they are stuck in darkness and fear and i think is what i feel when a certain type of dissociation occurs where i get taken there. sometimes, i blend with them and others to where none of us know who each other us versus ourselves.

i used to know of a lot of others of different genders, ages, and 'feelings,' but i do not anymore.

i don't know where things are at this point for me so cannot explain things any more than this which still doesn't make much sense.

when i feel them or hear them now, i don't know who they are because they feel different than the ones i used to know. i don't know what that means.