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Old Jun 21, 2015, 02:02 PM
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Originally Posted by RisuNeko View Post
I get random auditory hallucinations a lot of the time (even when I'm not in an episode apparently, because I've been fine for two months and I've still been hallucinating). They don't freak me out though. I just recognize them as my brain doing something weird and move on. If I were paranoid at the same time it would probably be worse, but I don't get all that paranoid. And I don't believe in ghosts or a higher reality that we tap into when we hallucinate or anything like that.
I thought that I had experienced auditory hallucinations because I have experienced "hearing" the Holy Spirit telling me things and I have obeyed. This has only ever happened In an episode but it was an internal voice. Last night, I realize was the first time I have ever experienced a true auditory hallucination and it was terrifying. I don't believe in ghosts typically either (although I do believe in demons ) but hallucinations didn't seem logical. I have never experienced anything like this outside of a religious context. My brain took me all kinds of places. Since it stopped without the radio I even drove in silence. I don't know about tonight though. Music usually keeps me sane. I'm glad you can brush them off and I certainly hope I can too.
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