PS. Don't freak out! It's not pleasant but it's not horrible.

And I am so sorry about the loss of your husband. This seems very unfair on top of dealing with that. I know sometimes they can start over with dosing differently and everything is fine. For me it wasn't an option because of the location, severity of the rash and that it was my 2nd bad reaction in 2 tries on it (the first was daily vomiting which was oh so pleasant).

You'll be fine. I promise. I am, not even a scar.