Thanks everyone. I'm just. Tired. I feel like I'm being spied on. Sleep medications aren't working. Even the OTC ones. None of the meds I've tried have been working for whatever MI it is I have. Been trying stuff for three years now which I know is a drop in the bucket from what some people have been doing this for. My nurse finally said the other day that really I need talk therapy. I did that for two years though and it did nothing for me at all. I dunno. Whatever. Been dealing with this for 20 years it's probably just too late for me.