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Old Jun 21, 2015, 10:38 PM
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I have a demon of my own, and it is similar. I sense its presence, it talks to me but only inside of my own head, it observes everything through my eyes. I know that it's not real, but it's real to me. I experience it, while also knowing that it's not real. Which is kind of trippy but I don't know how else to explain it. Experiencing it and yet knowing that it's not real. It's a bit of a love/hate relationship, too.
I guess at least I'm not alone.

Sometimes when I look at my face in the mirror I can see it in my own eyes, like it's staring out at me. I hate that. It's scary.

I've told my husband about this, and he just told me it's my anxiety and paranoia.
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