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Old Jun 21, 2015, 11:06 PM
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I used to hear the "Holy Spirit" inside of my head when I was SUPER manic and delusional and it definitely was not my voice. I obeyed the voice (and did some bizarre things). I thought it was an auditory hallucination until Friday night when I started having auditory hallucinations outside of my head. Do I think they are real? Well everyone on here and my husband have told me enough that I believe it (I think) but it was terrifying. Still when I see this album cover I feel terror believing it is the bizarre looking woman on the cover talking to me. It .gives me butterflies and makes me feel sick.

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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder