i am so over this i am nice to people and then they use me and i try and forgive them and they do it again. i am too tried for all of this everything hurts all the time and my so called friends obviously dont care that much because they would still pick this one other girl who thy know is a ***** to me over me i dont have anyone i can just talk to i am fat and ugly and i am so freaking tired i just dont get it even on one of the forums on here i get attacked and told how useless i am and then at home is the same thing maybe i am just a retard but i wish people would at least stop messing with me.