We always think trust depends on another person always being there. Things being as we need them to be.
But trust is, about us. Knowing we can withstand life as it happens.
People leave, stuff happens. We continue.
For me, I have already falling apart at a very young age. It's that which drove the fear of bad stuff happening in the future.
Through exploring that very early experience and talking with T about the realities of what one can reasonable expect I'm getting stronger in that dept.
I do trust T. I've never met anyone with such integrity. It's lack of integrity we meet a lot in life. I don't have to trust those people, they don't trust themselves. I just have to have trust in me.