I feel like I'm completely fading away. I'm losing interest in almost everything. My few remaining interests of writing and cooking are flying away and I feel completely abandoned and hopeless. What there is left inside, I do not know. Each second I'm alive is a struggle as it feels like a monster devours my brain, soul, and body.
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“In the twilight of life, God will not judge us on our earthly possessions and human successes, but on how well we have loved.” + John of the Cross
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