I have avoided the dentist for many many years because I can't handle the feeling of having my mouth wide open, not being able to swallow and that dreadful sucking thing they stick in your mouth. Then the dentist talks while busy and I feel obliged to make some some sort of response. Which of course, is impossible. But, I have had a hole in my back tooth for some years and it has now decided to start paining as well as not coping with hot or cold liquid. I have no choice. I have to get it seen to. Problem is, there is so much wrong in my mouth and I can't afford to have it all fixed at once. I just want this hole filled. The rest can wait. Fortunately, the dentist is a fairly close friend of mine. I'm not sure if that makes me feel better or not.

Anyway, I am terrified of my appointment later today. But at least this paining will stop.