I feel like i need to explain my current situation.
Im going through treatment of chronic prostatitis. My doctor tried to find bacteria that caused the disease, but he couldnt. He said that i might have non-bacterial form of disease or test couldnt find it because test itself had 65% chance of accuracy. He said, that there is small chance that my disease was triggered by tuberculosis. He told me to rule that out by making the tests and come back to him. I went to special tuberculosis hospital and run a bunch of test, all of them have showed that i dont have classic tuberculosis. But also, there is another possibility that i have very sneaky, almost invisible form of tuberculosis, that could be found only with help of tests that require 3 months of analyses. Nobody in that hospital could give me proper answer if i am sick or not. So i started to google information myself and totally creeped out. It seems that some of my symptoms match the symptoms of this tuberculosis of genital organs. I've read approximately 10 articles and every one of them told me that if i have this disease then there is high chance that i might need operation on my genital organs, that almost certainly would be leave me infertile.
So, in the end, im in very uncertain situation. There is small chance that im sick with this thing and if i am, than there is high chance that i would end up infertile and maybe even castrated. But because of this system, i wont know for sure for another whole 3 months. Like i wrote in the beginning, im very anxious person and i cant handle the stress of uncertainty for such long period of time.