((((((((((((Wants))))))))))))

Forgivness in itself can be a hard enough thing in itself let alone forgiving as well as letting go of the pain. Yes some time may have passed since you two were together, but it takes a different amount of time for everyone to heal. For some it could take a couple months, for others, a couple of years. Try not to be too hard on yourself, it would sure bother me if i saw my X's email in the same email of mine, as im sure it would other people as well.

Greiving is a process, no matter what shape or form. You will get through this, and you have us here to help you along the way.

((((((((hugs)))))))
Jacq