I'm so sorry you are going through this. I hope that they find a job for you, but I was let go under sort of the same circumstances and after trying a couple of temp jobs I quit and filed for disability. It sure makes money short but I'm done with all the stress that working put one me.

I'm sorry that therapy is leaving you with a lot of open wounds and while PC doesn't have professional counselors talking with others with similar issues seems to help. So keep posting. Take advantage of the support and feedback that you can get here on PC.

I don't know what to say about your psychiatrist. I can't believe he is not willing to adjust your meds to fit your mood level. Shame on him.

I wish you the best and hope that you make use of PC.