I get hugs when I can handle them, which is few and far between. Getting better but that's part of my healing process. T has also held my hands when I need it or reach out and ask. Again, that doesn't happen that often but it's there when I need it. I'd say right now I get a hug every other week and hand holding has only happened 3 times in the past 6 months. I was seriously distressed and just needed to know she was there.