hello all,
thank you all for your great posts.
main issue is that I cant identify what is my problem. Maybe I just want to be alone (but on the other hand, I feel alone without anyone), maybe I fear I lose my freedom... I dont know... but now, its 3rd girl I want to leave, just because of my fear and anxiety... all 3 were so great persons :/
I am just starting to feel thats something is wrong with me :-(
I will try to find a way how to slow down at least
Thank you much again.