I have serious issues with touch as well. I started wanting to hug my T but I wasn't sure if it was a good idea or how I would feel. So I asked her what her policy was on hugging as I know some T's don't do touch at all. She said she was more than willing to hug if I needed it but I had to ask for one. So I started asking for them at the end of really hard sessions. I hated having to ask for them and it made me get addicted to hugging. So I asked her if we could hug naturally at the end of every session. She said it was fine. Now we hug at the end of every session and I am no longer addicted to it. It has actually made us closer and made our connection deeper and her hugs are so healing. It makes me feel so loved and cared for.