I'm sorry to hijack...
I'm completely

but not ... By this
" I made the mistake of thinking I was engaging only to be told in the last session I never engaged at all"
WTF??
I'm amazed I'm still surprised by the horror stories of the "care" provided for people in severe DISTRESS by the NHS
A similar thing happened to me, although I paid for it
A complete U turn and invalidation to the point of violation
But they want us to stay on this planet? Clearly they do NOT
Sorry if this triggers, I'm beyond disgusted by some who should know better IRL