I'm so sorry you are having to go thru this. It's not fair. You are a good person. You deserve better. Is there anything similar to disability income in the UK? I don't know if that is a possibility. Can you go back to your G.P. and see if there is anything he can do? Is he willing or able to change medications?

I agree the health system does often seem rigged to serve the system, not the patients. It seems like it's that way in the USA as well. I think they look at the cheapest way to do something, not what is always in the best interests of patients.

Hang in there. Please take care of yourself because you are worth it. And, you are NOT a failure. We love you.