If you didn't see my previous thread, I am not going Ip, IOP instead, and of course back to pdoc in 2 weeks. I was too chicken **** to bring up that I thought I needed it and only brought it up in passing. I'm just crying. I have been hearing that voice now even when the radio isn't playing. He prescribed Haldol as a prn for psychotic symptoms. I'm glad...it is scary. Anyway, now I just have to decide if I want to trust my pdoc's bizarre meds and dosing or if I want to hand it over to the folks at IOP. I'm stuck.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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