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Originally Posted by Sarah Bee
My name is Sarah and I'm one of the protectors of my system. I'm in my early 20's.
We also have Jess (17-the warrior), Adam (13-protects his twin, Amanda), Alice (adult-my backup).
We supposedly have another protector with us but she's very nasty to our host. I've heard the term 'persecutory protector' and I wonder if she applies. She doesn't want any of us to know her name, though we have hints. She will call our host names and basically make her (and others!) feel bad.
Jess is furious with The Other (can't figure out a better name for now) and told her that she will protect our host from her.
How can I make sense of The Other and her purpose for being essentially abusive?
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Oh Sweety, i couldn't tell Ya hun. We here label each other by the job we do. You can say my Angry One is a protector I guess because he's instantly triggered to protect us from injustice, but on the same token, he gets loose and runs amuck in a horrific manner ruining relationships and embarrassing us deeply...the aftermath is so ******.
I have alters that sounds like my abuser, always putting me down when things go awry. I've got to tell it to STFU once I realize that it's terrorizing us.
I hope you find your answers.
