Thank you all I just feel like no matter where I go or who I am with I am always the one people talk to when they have no one else too. Or the one people load all their problems on but then ignore me if I even say I am tired I am no ones best friend even my family would pick me last I just don't think anyone will ever care enough about me to actually consider my existence. I feel like I must be horrible and disgusting the way people look at me I am sure I am. I don't think anyone will ever like me either.