My partner can't handle my mental illness. It is tearing our family apart, and everything is just so hopeless right now. I am destroying everyone and everything that is unfortunate enough to be around me. I am so dependent on him and can't do this on my own. I have no one to blame but myself. Feeling so low. I need someone to talk to. I don't want to go back to the hospital again. I don't have any options. I just want my family to be happy, but I make everyone miserable. Feeling like a complete failure. I wish I had some support. No one understands.