I would give anything for stability right now. I'm drowning. And, in this crowd of people right now I feel extremely paranoid and suffocated. I just hear a sea of voices. Today, I heard a sea of voices coming out of my daughters sound machine. God how I wish those had frequencies. I have heard this woman's voice outside of the radio now so I'm not sure if a woman's voice is real or not real. I haven't know stability for too long a time and I wonder if I ever will again. This is one of the reasons I'm done.