Thank you Cinn... I'm so glad I could help you, too! I guess that's why I'm talking about it. Y'all are helping me make sense of it myself, but I am so glad to know that my situation has helped other people too! Had I seen a post like mine, I'm quite sure I would have, like you did, talk to my T about it then. I had NO idea she'd take it away as quick as it started. She says her job is to "do no harm." I feel like this has harmed me a great deal...