I'm sorry if I was too hard earlier. I just want you to have the best care possible and to not have meds that leave questions. I'm not good at accepting any type of medical care without knowing exactly what and why I'm doing it and making a decision for myself about whether it is good. It makes me passionate for other people too. I used to struggle with this when I was working and I knew a dr was doing something weird or that someone wasn't being treated the best way possible and I wasn't allowed to say anything to the patients. It's a big factor in why I burned out on nursing homes; 9 years of seeing sub-standard care gets to you eventually.

I think your dr. seems to have a "think big" attitude and I'm not sure that's always the best approach for psychiatric care. But it's none of my business.

So I'm sorry.