How come no one can actually help.. I put my heart out here and y'all just look..never many comments..at least I learned that its not my fault..there r truly other ppl that go thru some of the same **** I do..never the same..but too much alike its like I can read some things and know I ain't alone in some of these emotional burdens that cannot be controlled..so I reached the point.. That I know it's so real but can't b fixed..and no solution..so **** it..life sucks right..goodbye..I give the **** up