It will still be hours more...I'm certain. And that's with people waiting. I am, of course, falling asleep. Maybe it would be a good idea for me to fall asleep. I know I should just be prepared for anything but I just don't want to be locked down. I feel terrified just sitting here. I want to run and I'm thinking about asking them to let me leave. They probably won't because I wrote that my pdoc wanted the evaluation.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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