Hey..

So i just woke up crying and mad about this dream with my... baby's daddy

(i really dont know what to call him, my daughter has 4 months and he abandoned us, then we were doing great until a month ago, he just stopped talking to me, anyways sadly im so in love with him, we had a great relationship and his fears and problems led him to act this way)

Anyways i was driving my car with my baby, then i saw him coming the other direction and i made a uturn and followed him to were he was going, left my car in the parking and walked quickly were he was (he was avoiding me these past weeks)... he had someone else in his green car and i flipped! I asked her her name and when i asked him who she was he said his new gf.... i literally jumped on him and told him a lot of things, about how could he do this, how he treated me and how he abandon me and his daughter, well i said everything i feel right now, and even though i tried to forgivr him, im still hurt by everything..
Also a friend of his appeared and when he heard everything i said he said that my ex? Welp that he was wrong and defended me, then woke up crying...